Two Eves With One Blog

I awake to a cloudy morning, 2010 2nd of May

Hello like before, it's me again Jah, as I fall on my knees today

Like an opened book, peruse through the lines of my journey where wisdom lay

Help me understand, 'cause ain't no sunshine this gloomy Sunday

Looking back on the load over my shoulder, I guess I carried part of the blame

Ain't it a crying shame, rain stain still remain on this window pain

All I ever did craved for, a woman in Brazil, India or Japan

So soft and sweet, she would melt in the palm of my hand

"To love and be loved" I expressed in a soft whisper

On a plane ride, while talking to her sister

"Let her be the one" the only one

Let me be freed from the Eve's of the world, and have fun

Genuine shy smile, one African Mona Lisa girl 

My Michelle Obama dressed with obsidian pearl

Makes no sense, must be a statuesque order to deliver

By virtue of the bitterness that has invaded my liver 

Stay focus, told myself time and time again 

"Let's be friends and let's build over these turbulent rivers"

Remember the time, Yahweh, I said I was done?

Thought yesterday's burden was long gone

At last, someone to talk too, just like in those romantic song

As I adjust to remember her last name from previous last names

Like a looser adjusting to his first winning game

Flapping nervous eye lid, soft voice and dark skin complexion

Was it all part of my colorful imagination?

With nothing to hide, felt simple and comfortable 

Like a kid playing in the sand with blue marbles

Keep your head to the sky, my dearest

When the morning sun disappears

A light in my eyes will soon reappear

Hold me from the side, the front or the rear

"Hold me in your arms, even for the first night"

"Wish to see how it would feel, by your side, every single night"

Then, the two of us shall plan our life's road like a winning coach

Trust, communication and going slow would be our different approach

Then, Eve's anxious ways won't kill this dream like a cockroach 

It's me again God, as I sit to write this morning blog

Remember me? Just a simple man, sweet Michelle's prince frog

A one man band, a hard working soul man

Even if I tried, I couldn't write with the left hand

In my heart, hope she'll be happier with Adam's funk band

Trading sex for a moment of tenderness

A Daddy's little girl soon molded to a confident woman in happiness

Loosing insecurity while gaining her self love

Walking strong with praise from the Lord above 

Now free from my love spell

Still, I wish you well

As the days kept going around in circle

This Lion's soul needed more then a miracle

As I struggled to reached my end of the rainbow

Courage to face the inner tears that never stopped to flow

Any minute, will I hear the click of the phone 

Previously taken in a harsh: "I got to go!", then a dial tone 

Guess it's time to grow a back bone

Fought to see my day in court with my Ex, like a captain of a sinking ship

In order to plead the storm from my previous relationships

Little did I know, you were my greatest motivation

A clearer majestic vision was set in motion

Something radiant in your eyes I did see

While brushing your teeth as you sang and danced 

In the bathroom like crazy

That same old love that made me laugh in Spring

Fixes microwave broiling eggs in the morning

Now my dream talks to me, like Mr. Withers 

She loves films, is shy and patient 

Sends me a prayer when I’m weary

Sings along the alarm of my Blackberry
Lord, I thank you! Could she be the "one" finally?

Hello, all Mighty Jah, like the very first time in last May 

As I fell on my knees to pray

Help me understand, 'cause ain't no sunshine for the past several years

Give me strength to face another Adam fear

What went wrong? Need to sleep, I'm so tired, can't take another Al Green song

Something inside was so strong, to say goodbye 

Stepping aside to face another white omission lie

Peace of the mind is far gone inside

Where admiration, friendship and respect used to reside

Tried my best to hold on during several occasion

Let's be ally over the ocean, and keep building was my true vision

A blind selfish mind, breaking us apart was your mission

But another fight, another Adam's obstacle, things ain't right I'm losing again 

Takes a fool in love to keep trying and keep loosing again

Where to draw the line to not start all over again?

Ain't no sunshine now that you've staid gone, sleeping alone on this cold futon

United we did stand, Haitian flag planted on your petite tropical Piton

Ain't it a shame, now that all trust is gone

It's just another Al Green sad song

Even if my own eyes haven't seen her yet

There's a girl in Brazil, India or Japan, on my life I will bet

That did care for me like an indoor pet

Was it love? 'Cause unhappy and gray she became like a financial debt

It's breaking my heart in two

Bad example, no longer shall I let her see my blues

Never wanted to see you sad girl
Hope you'll find a lot of happiness, true love, diamonds and pearls

PS: "Keep doing it, doing it, doing it... until you're satisfy. What ever it is!"

Louis "Luis!" Mercier